Nice night after all

Afternoon!!!



So last night when I left u all, I was going to bed for the night. Well I got a phone call from someone and we talked for a bit and and my friend decided to come by. I know what u are thinking and no, it's not like tht. But anyways we got something to eat and watched tv and we fell alseep. Now it was a little weird laying with another girl in my bed for the first time since my break up. But I calmed down and it was cool. We were both nervous but there really wasn't anything to worry about. AB is a great girl. I really do see why people say that relationships just happen. They shouldn't be forced. They just happen. For a while I was a little worried about how she felt because of some things that were told to her or sent to her, but she said it best, we all have a past and make mistakes, but it's up to us to change our future. And I truely do believe that. I was told in the past that the next girl I get with would cheat on me. In a way I feel like it already happened with my ex and her new situation and the things that have been going on with her, because I really don't think that she would have been faithful with me. Not to say that she would, but it's just a gut feeling that I will never know the answer to. And even if the next girl I call my girlfriend cheats on me, then I will take it like a man and move on.


I really want to discuss something that I read the other day, but it's a little to drama ready and I'm not trying to go down that road. Maybe one day when I get a girlfriend then I will come back and talk about it. But right now isn't the time.


This has really been a good week so far. I'm off on Friday and I want to take my friend out on a date. So I'm thinking we can do something fun like putt putt or bowling and maybe a movie. I know she is into poetry and music so I'm gonna try and find some cool places for us to go. She just called me and we talked for a bit. It's cool having someone that really likes u and appreciates being with u. I actually found something that we could do this weekend by my house but I have to worl this weekend plus we have this party at my house on Saturday night.



Now about this party........




I am for it but at the same time Im not. I am really out of the house party phase unless it's close friends or just a few people over like we did for the 4th. But 3 weeks ago we had a party at our house and alot of people came thru. It was fun. But this time I'm a little nervous cuz we are charging to get it but we are having food and drinks and we are ID'ing at the door so it should be cool but I'm just a little nervous cuz some people can't mix business with pleasure. But we will see how it goes.



I can't believe i just wrote all this lol it only suppose to be a quick blog. Lol

but that's all for now. When AB leaves tonight I prolly will blog after she leaves

I'm out
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