its friday 1 more till the big 100

well folks its the weekend and i have to admit its been overall a great week. things have been going really well for me lately and i don't know if its because i've chosen to elimate certain things OR if its just my time to be happy. either way, its been a great week. i just finished KILLING my debate in class this morning so i'm feelin like the homie Kanye, you can't tell NOTHING! UH-UH! LOL the girl that i was suppose to team with didn't do a single thing, but its all good because i did what i was suppose to do. i had to debate on whether prayer should be in public schools. now normally i would be for it but because of the side that i was on, i had to be against it. the team that we, i mean I, was up against got SOOOO mad that she didn't want to recognize my question. my side NEVER wins the debates in class, but today we won. i never really thought that i was good at public speaking. even today people after class people were saying good job and whatnot, but if they only knew how nervous i was. my whole left arm was shaking lol i think it was because of this darn rap fast, had i been able to listen to something that would have hyped me up i woulda been fine. jk jk jk but overall it was cool. might start speaking more often so i can get rid of these jitters lol


so this is blog #99 which means the big 100 is here. i'm gonna try to have it posted and ready by monday morning for you all to read it, but i have inventory this sunday night( i know right, who does that #o_O) so i may not be able to post it until monday night. either way, its coming(thats what she said)

so with that said, have a great weekend folks!!! oh, if any of you all are on twitter hit me up and i'll add you. i've added a couple of you all already. i must say i love ALL of my blog followers and my tweeples! stay up folks

peace&love

nothing major

hey guys nothing really new to talk about today. everything is everything. i finally got my coffee maker at target so that should save me MAJOR bucks instead of giving it to starbucks damn near everyday. filing my taxes at some point today so i'm lookin forward to the money. i have to pay to get them done this year. last year my ex did them for me for free on some website but i can't remember where she did them. good look with that right??? lol but i'm going to use some of it for my ticket to the essence music festival. i'm ubber-excited about it. lol Jill Scott is back and i don't think i told u all but i'm in love with that woman. she's my favorite sing and in my top 5 of all time.


OH! wait i forgot to tell u all, i might be going to a really random, yet "adult" place this weekend. i don't want to say because it might spoil the fun. but it's not the strip club. lol hahahahahahahahaha i can't believe i'm going there. this is going to be too funny.

i think thats it. i'm currently working on my 100th post. i really hope you all enjoy it. its going to be very very personal and i'm putting a lot of my deepest thoughts and opinions in it. so i hope it comes out as well i plan it to be.

first i want to say hello to my new followers! thank you for joining my blog. i hope you enjoy it. feel free to comment and say what you like.


now lets get into things.........

my weekend. my weekend was cool. it was really laid back. i went out with some friends saturday night to our regular spot and had a great time. i invited some old friends that i hadn't really talked to in months. not because i didn't want to, but we just hadn't talked. of those girls, i kinda dated one of them a while back. we are still friends and i can tell that she still likes me because of how she was looking at me and the text that she sent me later on that night. i think that she is a great girl but i don't think that our paths will cross like that again. we are just on different levels and i just don't see it happening. i also bumped into an old high school crush as well this saturday and we talked for about a good 30-40min at work. now mind you this is probably the only time we really talked. i even pulled the "don't i know you" line. hahahahahaha i mean hey, i didn't want to put myself out there and she didn't remember be. but she even remembered my name #fistpumpaction so we talked and joked and had a good time catching up. we exchanged numbers and i told her i would give her a call but idk if i want to call because i KNOW that she can't possibly be available. i even looked at some facebook pics to see if she was in a relationship or if she was tagged to any pics with a guy *what??? like you guys haven't done that before. don't give me that look lol* but really, it was good seein her. i also saw another friend that i hadn't seen in 7years when we worked together at champs sports. *man that was a long time ago. i'm gettin old*

the music fast is going well. although i have to admit i cheated on saturday at work. my coworker wanted me to listen to some songs and i noticed that she had some biggie on her ipod. it took me by surprise because i would have never thought of her being a biggie fan. now i took ALL of my rap off my ipod just so that i wouldn't get temped, but she left her ipod sitting on the table and said the magic words " you can listen to some music if you want" FML i fell for it. i listened to 2 songs. i felt guilty and the feeling of pleasure at the same time. #dontjudgeme but i haven't listened since but i'm going to go longer now since i see that i CAN keep going i just have to discipline myself a little better.

oh i have this video that i want to show u all. its the funniest thing i've seen in forever. enjoy the video and i wil holler at you all later. 3 more til 100!!!!

peace and love

song of the day

been feelin good all week and i think this song sums it up. hope you all have a great weekend! be back on monday! be safe out there folks i'm gettin close to my 100th post! its gonna be a good one!

weekend wrap up

so its been two weeks almost since the last time i blogged. so much has been going on in my life that it isn't even funny. no bad stuff. just everything is moving so fast for me. i got my dates for my trip with my job. i'm going to be going to chicago next month and i can't wait, plus jay-z is going to be havig a concert the same week that i'm gonna be there! so you know its gonna be a great trip! i'm gonna take a break from my hiphop fast for that one night for obvious reasons lol but i can't wait to see my god son the most!!! i miss that little guy. i was talkin to him mom today and he's gettin so big. seems like yesterday he was barely walkin lol

my valentine's day was what i expected. nothing happened. my friend that i thought i was going to spend it with, i hadn't heard from her over a week now and honsetly, i'm not upset. edward aaron doesn't have time for games. there's nothing wrong with a little chase, but when u flat out ignore me, thats when i have issues. so whatever #ontothenextone one thing that i notice about myself now is that, not very forgiving when it comes to stuff like that, because i know i'm a good catch and its their loss. plus, there are PLENTY more girls out there. honestly to be honest, i don't think she was the one for me, as much as i tried to deny it, she wasn't for me. she just wasn't..........ready. if that makes sense.

but in better news, i've been really happy lately. like today i was in such a good mood. i don't think i've been this happy in at least a year or longer. i said that 2010 was going to be the year for me and its going to be. also part of the reason that i'm in a better mood lately is because of the fact that i have been talkin to a good friend of mine almost everyday and it really has affected me in a good way. i have always been able to talk to this person about anything and vice versa and it feels good have good laughs on the regular with them again.

the music fast is going well. i'm in my 3rd week now and i've been introduced to some good music, not scratch that, GREAT music!!!! this was soooooo worth it! i think i say that at least 5 times a day lol

i think thats all i wanna write for now. i'm just really happy about life right now. you guys have a good one!
peace&love

why do i care/weekend plans and other ish

so about the other night........


i spazzed. not on twitter. or facebook. but in my blog. i went to sleep. i woke up and i felt a lot better. its really none of business about what this person does with their life. honestly, i'm more disappointed than anything, but apparently they wanted this to happen. it just reveals more lies that was told by them. good luck with that.....

now back to relevant news in my life.....

i'm really excited about this weekend. i have a birthday party/dinner i'm going to and i'm suppose to be hanging out with my friend too. i haven't seen her in a few weeks because of the weather so hopefully this rain will stop. also the superbowl is on sunday. i gotta see where the fellas wanna watch the game at. don't really care about who wins to be honest, but i hope its a good game.

i'm not sure if i told you all about my hiphop fast, but i'm not listening to ANY rap or "commercialized" r&b artists for a month; possibly longer. i'm not really feeling the music thats being blasted on the radio, tv, movies etc.. so i'm looking for new music from other genres. each week i have specific type of music. this week it's jazz. next week will probably be alternative. i'm excited about it too! i do miss my kanye and jay-z, but it'll all be worth it at the end. also i found a place to take free lessons in Arabic in memphis. I CAN'T WAIT!!! its one of my resolutions to learn a new language besides Spanish.

so i think thats it for now. hope everyone has a fun and exciting weekend. be safe out there and i will catch up with u all later

peace&love

WTF!?!?!?!?!?!?

So, i just found out something that i really shouldn't care about, but for some reason it just hit me like a ton of bricks. i'm not sure if its jealousy, envy, hate, or disgust. all i know is that it really fucked me up. thats all i have to say about it.

weekend update, feb 14th

so i've been really bad with my blog posts lately and i apologize for it. between school and work i've been consumed in nothing but that. my weekends are overwhelmed with random fun and excitement. this past weekend was the same. hueys and drinks. but before i went to hueys, i went to a friends house for what was suppose to be movies and food and drinks, but it turned out to be more drinks than anything. we were all drunk by 7pm and we started drinking around 6ish if i remember right. lol we all watched the miss america pageant and the girl that i liked and picked one! i know thats nothing to really brag about, but who care #dontjudgeme. lol so after that we ate and then had more drinks. by now its 10ish and its starting to get a little wack so i had my homeboy come scoop me up and take me to hueys wit the rest of the crew. this time we let some of our female buddies tag along and it was cool. they understood that this was a "guys night" and they didn't complain. they had some drinks with us and shared lots of laughs. one of those laughs included the revealing of what we were expecting to happen a loooooong time ago, but i guess she didn't realize it til that week. #edwardharrisshrug we also decided to go to Mardi Gras too! can't wait! as i type this i'm laughing at one of my tweeples tweets last week about going to the N.O. that girl is crazy. lol

as of now, i don't have any plans for feb. 14th. its not a big deal to me either. if something comes up, it comes up. i do however have a certain young lady in mind that i wouldn't mind spending that day with but we will see how it goes. i think we are suppose to hang out this weekend. so i know she's gonna be on her best behavior. lol speaking of that, yesterday i made a comment on twitter about women, no my bad, girls trying to act right feb 1-13th. if they realized that if you act right any other day of the year, your man will always treat u the way u want to be treated instead of just that one day. *and i'm meaning that in a GOOD relationship. not the bullshit ones that we see everyday* i'm not an expert on relationships, nor am i tryin to be, but its common sense folks. act right and it will come back to you in a positive way. i wanna talk a little more about this but i don't have the time right now due to time restraints, but hope you all got the point.....

peace&love ya'll