i'm back from my trip to DC/NYC and i must say i enjoyed it in every way possible!!! i miss being on the east coast so much!! there was so much to do on a regular day of the week. here in memphis it feels like, sometimes in order to have fun, there has to be something going on. now don't get my wrong, my friends and i have fun every time we hang out. but in dc every night is exciting. and i don't even want to start on NY night life.

Visiting my family was great too! i haven't seen them in years. i got to finally meet my favorite cousins' kids and her husband. i got my meet my other cousins' new husband too! really nice guy. i can't wait to go back. i'm actually thinking about moving up there sometime next year in 2012. my job will allow me to transfer and i can finish school online. i want to move to DC though. i had more fun there. in NYC i wouldn't be able to focus on work if i lived there. i would only want to have fun and run the streets. in DC i could work and commute to NY on the weekends and come back on sunday night and be ready for work on monday. i just have a few things here in memphis that i need to handle first and then i will be ready to dip.

thats all i have for now talk to you guys later
peace&love

i haven't blogged in a long time. i stopped blogging for a bit b/c of some things that have been going on in my life that i wanted to internally fix before i publicly spoke on them. well, it never happened, but i still don't necessarily want to publicly discuss it. i feel like i owe it to those people to let it go unheard from the public eye. then i also stopped blogging b/c at the time, certain people were going back to the girl i was dating at the time about what i was saying in my blog as if she and i weren't already discussing what was being said here in our relationship. Luckily for me i don't have to worry about either of those things anymore.

so what am i going to talk about today??????

i want to talk about "friendships by association". I have come across a lot of these in recent years b/c of the people i hung around. i normally wouldn't ever talk with these people but b/c i'm such a sociable person, these people came into my life by default. now lets get one thing clear......i am NOT a snob. i am simply saying that i wouldn't normally be friends with these people thats all. i'm glad that i have done better at who i call "friend" because those people clearly didn't deserve it.

this weekend coming up i'm going to DC and NYC. i can't wait! i haven't been home in almost 6yrs and i can't wait to see my family. i miss them so much!! i also get to see someone very special to me. She is such a great person. you guys have no idea how great it is to have someone like her in my life #787. But thats enough of the mushy stuff. lol gotta keep it g status.

thats all i have for now. you guys take it easy....
peace&love

Song of the day

Song of the day today is by one of my favorite new rappers. yeah, he has his prblems, but put him up next to ANY new artist out right now and i bet you'll like him more.

weekend update

So this weekend.......

this weekend wasn't really any different that any other weekend. i worked and had fun with my friends. friday night we kicked it at my homeboy crib and watched the ncaa games and got really drunk. well at least and i did. we each drank a 6pack and i had half of a 4loco *note to self, never do that again* i didn't get sick or anything tho. i'm #BTL lol but we decided to go to the hookah lounge for a bit, then we went by CK's and got something eat. i think it was the CK's that messed my stomach up. no matter how many late nights i've been eating there, my stomach can never get used to the food there. i guess that should tell me i better stop eating there huh??!? lol

now saturday night was a little different. saturday night i had a little get together at the house and invited some people over, but i forgot to invite a few people over that i wanted to invited. i had a lot going on and i just forgot because of how fast things were going, but anywho, the evening was a lot of fun. i ended up talkin to the guy that i was talking about in my last blog and we got A LOT of things resolved. we were both believing the wrong person. we handled it like men, and everything is all good now. even though i said i was over it, something just kept nagging at me about and i wanted to get to the bottom of it, and i did and now i feel better about it. i'm really glad we talked it out. he even said was right about a few things and i found out that he didn't really talk to "the source" like it was made out to be. i guess some people just have to drama around them.....

another person that i am glad that came was this girl that i have a little crush on. i currently like this other girl but for some reason with "The crush" i just can't shake it. whenever i am around her, i just feel like kid that has the crush on the girl in his class. i can't believe i'm even putting that in my blog lol.......but i kinda like this other girl as well. i really like her. when i said was ready to start dating, i didn't think that liking 2 girls that same time would be in the mix. i'm not really the kid of guy to date multiple girls at one time so obviously something has to give. TBC is all i can say about it....

so that was my weekend. not a lot went on, but enough to make it eventful. i'm getting kinda sleepy now so i'm gonna call it a night. i'll hit you guys up a little later in the week. i'm thinking about doing my "song of the day" posts again. i'm really taking this blogging thing seriously again and i feel good about it.Until next time folks....

peace&love

fronters

i find that its odd that as SOON as i blog about being happy with life that something comes along and blows my high(happiness high that is). for those that don't know me, i'm a very nice and giving person. i will give you my last before i eat. so if i call you a "friend" i mean it. i found out some information about a person that i supposedly squashed "Beef" with that this cat thought that i had hidden agendas behind squashing it. lets make it be known that it wasn't even MY idea to end it. for one, there was NO beef on my side at all. in fact had certain person kept their mouth shut it wouldn't even been an issue. but thats another story for another day. i digress. but back to my original topic. i'm perfectly fine being cool with this cat, but don't go back to the same person that started the beef and talk to them about it. apparently they talk all the time from what i've been told, but its confusing when people are telling me that he thinks that the source of the drama is crazy. nka's kill me with that. like don't be a fronter. at least with me, i'll keep my thoughts to myself about a person and just take them for who they are. i don't go around gossiping about it. it really bothers me about grown men that do that. but i'm over befriending people that don't deserve it. part of me wants to confront EVERYONE involved but whats it going to prove??? NOTHING. why wouldn't it you ask? because fake people are gonna always be fake. so i'm dropping this issue right now as i write because i refuse to allow it to bring me down longer than it already has. but anyway doe, have a good day folks. in the words of the homie shaka, "I'm out."

peace&love

i'm back!.....AGAIN! LOL

HEY!!!

i haven't blogged seriously in a long time. like a serious post in months. i normally just post pics on my tumblr and keep it at that to express my feelings, but its always good to come back to your roots and write out how you really feel. these past few months i have been the happiest i have ever been in years. i finally have figured this thing called life out. i'm just letting things come to me and not rush anything. No stress. no nothing. i'm living by myself and i'm living comfortable. not worried about money or anything. i love living alone btw. its awesome. i can do whatever i want whenever i want lol i love having my friends over on the weekends and have to worry about being too loud because of a roommate sleeping or is bad mood. i don't have to have my my dog locked up in a room all day. not too mention live downtown now so this summer is going to be awesome! sitting on my porch, having a beer and watching the sun set over the bridge. i have a great job now(i'm looking for a 2nd to support my summer trips). My friends are great too. no drama. no made up stories of any sort. Even Baxter is acting right lol


i've decided to start back dating casually. well, i already was, but it was different. i was too focused on what our futures would look like. i mean i still think about it, but not like i did before. i liked this one girl for a few months at the beginning of the year but it just wouldn't have worked. we are still good friends tho. i even entertained starting over with my ex, but after an incident recently, i just can't allow myself to go back to that type of stress. i don't mind being friends with her. we would just have to keep it at that. i really didn't know THAT many people didn't like her. i mean, the stories i heard, i just couldn't and wouldn't want to repeat and i just want to leave it at that.

i have however met a really great girl recently. like, i said before i wasn't looking for a relationship, i just want to date. well, life has its crazy turns and tricks to it. i really like her a lot and i love the fact that she is older than me and nobody knows her lol i haven't told many people about her and i yet. mainly because its new and i just don't want a lot of people in my business about it. of course i'm gonna tell my boys about her lol but other than that, not too many people will know. unless they see us out together. i will say one thing about her though, in the short time that i have known her, she is very supportive of what i want to do in life and what man doesn't want a supportive woman by his side. it's still very early, so hopefully this "thing" that we are doing will eventually turn into a relationship.....one day, but not today.

i think thats all that i have going on right now. i will def start back writing more. I PROMISE. lol

peace&love