hey everyone! how was your week? and how was your weekend? sorry i didn't do a song this weekend. this week has been pretty rough for me. i had to find out the hard way who all i can call "family" in my own family. I've realized that sometimes you have to really watch who you call your friend as well. sometimes people want to be your friend just to get close to you to hurt you. for the first time in years i got into a physical altercation with someone. i'm not the fighting type at all, but i definitely will not let anyone put their hands on me either. I know 100% that this is a test from God, but you don't want to be like "Really God? Like seriously, why am i going through this. I'm not a bad person." i'm not one to question God or the tests that He puts me through; all i know is that i'm ready for my breakthrough.
peace&love
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
We need to be past this/halloween party
hey everyone!!!! i am SOOOOOOO sorry for not blogging last week. i was trippin'. One night i said i was going to blog, but i stayed up tweeting instead. lol don't judge me. matter fact shout out to one of my followers for calling me out on it too. lol So with that said, i promise to do better to guys! #scoutshonor.
i kinda feel like discussing something that happened a few weeks ago before i jump into recent events. i kinda touched on it on tumblr, but i didn't go into detail on it. I'm a little skeptical about discussing things on my blog, because i have something called internet spies, or cowards if you will, they have been making up lies about me. My ex calls me and says that someone told her Ex's best friend who proceeded to tell her EX that she cheated on him the entire time they were together and that they received the information from me. Apparently, i had a conversation with this person and told them these things. o_O Now, normally i would brush it off, BUT when she called she had this to say. "i had to calm myself down before i called because i was going to go off." Now let me get this straight, you want to go off on me about something that was apparently said months ago that i DIDN'T EVEN SAY!!! i have NO interest in their relationship. never one time did i ask her friends about her OR him and their relationship. they always came to me with info about what was going on with her. why should i care about a relationship that has nothing to do with me. why should i care when she basically lied to me about their relationship the ENTIRE time she and i were supposedly "working things out"????? if anything I should have been the one going off. And then come to find out that their relationship was rocky the entire time?!?!?!?!?! what do i care for? when referring to my relationship with her now, i don't say her name at all. the only way that people that i have met within the past few months know who my ex is, is because they know her personally and she has said names. i don't say names specifically for that reason. i don't want people in my business. we have too many mutual friends and i would prefer things to be left unknown. i still don't know who this person is that said i said these things, but if you know me like you say you do, contact me and lets talk about it.we'll keep real and funky.
now that i have that off my chest i can move on to the fun stuff!
HALLOWEEN!
YO, no lie, i had the most fun ever this Halloween. i normally don't go out on halloween, but this year i was off and i didn't really have anything else to do and i was invited to a party so i decided to go. i dressed up as Allen from "The Hangover" i had the baby, the sling, the man purse *pause* the corny clothes and everything. in my opinion i had the best costume, because NO ONE else had anything like it. people were cartoon characters and entertainers, but i didn't see anyone that was original like mine. i took mad photos that night lol i didn't know a single person hardly at the beginning of the night, but by the time i left, i made a few new friends. even before i walked into the party people were already excited about my costume #shoutouttothehomieshay. this girl that was there made me this drink and i promise you guys, i've never gotten so drunk so fast in my life. lol like the beers i had, they had me good, but the that concoction had me GREAT!#shoutouttoladygaga lol my ex was there as well. i wasn't sure how that was going to go with what was said earlier, but it was cool. we didn't really talk much. we were cordial to one another. had a few laughs and that was it. drama free so that was nice.
there's one more thing that i want to discuss, but i have to wait until a few things develop, but when they do, you guys will be the first to know. i hope everyone that was able to vote today, voted. this is OUR generation. let's be responsible and take care of it. until next time folks
peace&love
i kinda feel like discussing something that happened a few weeks ago before i jump into recent events. i kinda touched on it on tumblr, but i didn't go into detail on it. I'm a little skeptical about discussing things on my blog, because i have something called internet spies, or cowards if you will, they have been making up lies about me. My ex calls me and says that someone told her Ex's best friend who proceeded to tell her EX that she cheated on him the entire time they were together and that they received the information from me. Apparently, i had a conversation with this person and told them these things. o_O Now, normally i would brush it off, BUT when she called she had this to say. "i had to calm myself down before i called because i was going to go off." Now let me get this straight, you want to go off on me about something that was apparently said months ago that i DIDN'T EVEN SAY!!! i have NO interest in their relationship. never one time did i ask her friends about her OR him and their relationship. they always came to me with info about what was going on with her. why should i care about a relationship that has nothing to do with me. why should i care when she basically lied to me about their relationship the ENTIRE time she and i were supposedly "working things out"????? if anything I should have been the one going off. And then come to find out that their relationship was rocky the entire time?!?!?!?!?! what do i care for? when referring to my relationship with her now, i don't say her name at all. the only way that people that i have met within the past few months know who my ex is, is because they know her personally and she has said names. i don't say names specifically for that reason. i don't want people in my business. we have too many mutual friends and i would prefer things to be left unknown. i still don't know who this person is that said i said these things, but if you know me like you say you do, contact me and lets talk about it.we'll keep real and funky.
now that i have that off my chest i can move on to the fun stuff!
HALLOWEEN!
YO, no lie, i had the most fun ever this Halloween. i normally don't go out on halloween, but this year i was off and i didn't really have anything else to do and i was invited to a party so i decided to go. i dressed up as Allen from "The Hangover" i had the baby, the sling, the man purse *pause* the corny clothes and everything. in my opinion i had the best costume, because NO ONE else had anything like it. people were cartoon characters and entertainers, but i didn't see anyone that was original like mine. i took mad photos that night lol i didn't know a single person hardly at the beginning of the night, but by the time i left, i made a few new friends. even before i walked into the party people were already excited about my costume #shoutouttothehomieshay. this girl that was there made me this drink and i promise you guys, i've never gotten so drunk so fast in my life. lol like the beers i had, they had me good, but the that concoction had me GREAT!#shoutouttoladygaga lol my ex was there as well. i wasn't sure how that was going to go with what was said earlier, but it was cool. we didn't really talk much. we were cordial to one another. had a few laughs and that was it. drama free so that was nice.
there's one more thing that i want to discuss, but i have to wait until a few things develop, but when they do, you guys will be the first to know. i hope everyone that was able to vote today, voted. this is OUR generation. let's be responsible and take care of it. until next time folks
peace&love
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