hello all!!!
how was your weekend? mine was pretty good. i saw my god son on friday. he's getting so big its crazy!!! i worked this weekend so that sucked. so u are wondering how was the party?? well here is the run down
when i pulled up there were cars lined up down the block! i was geeked!! like ok this might not be as bad as i though it would. so i go inside and its plenty of people there and i see my roommates.......
they are drunk and high out their minds. i'm like what the heck are u guys doing??? so i go to the door to take the money and the guy that is suppose to be doing security is drunk as hell too!!! i'm ok now i'm pissed. its one thing to go to a party and get drunk but to host a party at your own house and not be responsible is totally unacceptable. so now i'm taking care of practically everything. my roommate sister is in the kitchen cookin and i am at the door practically making deals for girls to come in the party. the guys i didnt care about cuz they are gonna be there with or without girls sadly lol
so the party is going. people coming in and out and who do i see riding down the street..MDP!!!! So now everyone is acting crazy. so i tell everyone to chill out and be quiet. i meet the police before they even get to the door at the driveway. they ask me for the owner of the house. at first i was a lil scared to say i was one of the occupants of the house. but i mean i wasn't doing anything wrong so i gave him my id and he asked me a few questions. they said the music was too loud and neighbors were complaining, but u couldn't hardly hear the music outside. what the REAL issue was that too many black kids were outside their house and they got scared thinkin they were gonna get robbed. so the police told us to keep the noise down and told people to move their cars if they were blocking corners or driveways so we were cool. but u know black people overreact to everything. some people left but wasn't trippn off that. i got the money from them for coming so it was cool. lol so after all this i'm like where are my roommates? they done left and been gone for 45min!!!
so by the time they come back i'm like never again. i mean what if i was drunk? i would have gotten locked up and prolly still in jail cuz i was the only one there to talk to the police that lived there. i mean the people that i invited i didnt even get to talk to or anything i was too busy doing everyone else job. so Melanie and i are pretty much just like lets end this crap cuz we are beyond mad, so no sooner do we say the police are coming back, the REAL police come strolling down the street. lol so it worked out fine lol
the cleaning up wasn't that bad. melanie and her friend helped and we got it done in good time. we made some chicken and after that they left and i went to bed. the only good thing is that the money that i put in, i got back. so it wasn't a profit at all. and i'm like had they been on their jobs we prolly could have done a lot better but i'm not trying to do this again in life lol
so that was my weekend. hope yours was better than mines!!
music blog coming next
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
social life
i'm really in the writing mood this morning as u can see. lol
i totally had a great topic to write about, but my mind just crashed. i'm going back to bed and i will blog after i get a little more sleep.
idk what the heck just happened lol
be back later
i totally had a great topic to write about, but my mind just crashed. i'm going back to bed and i will blog after i get a little more sleep.
idk what the heck just happened lol
be back later
tv comments
so i deleted my pic by mistake and my slow cpu, can't upload another lol
but off to another subject,
black in america 2 part 1 came on last night and it was good. not as good as the first but overall it was. i really enjoyed the first hour with the young kids going to africa and helping out people in need. i know that was a humbling experience and anyone that makes a trip like that is truly thankful for the things that we have in america have that other countries don't have. the 2nd hour was ok. i could have done without the last segment but it was good. i really wish that they could get a little more in depth about growing up black. maybe have different points of views of black kids growing up in different communities in america. i don't think people really understand the lack of support that takes place in the south. i think that would be nice to see on CNN. maybe i should write them, hmmmmmm????
the T.O. SHOW
Let me say this..
that guy is so damn(excuse my french) full of himself its said. and the crazy thing is that this dude is ugly as rocks. i really don't see how any woman could be attracted to him. he looks like e.t. seriously. look at him and look at e.t they are brothers from another mother. lol
back to the show lol i think that it shows signs of being good tv, but then there are some clips and i'm just like wth?????? i think that my interest in tv is slowly going downhill.
but off to another subject,
black in america 2 part 1 came on last night and it was good. not as good as the first but overall it was. i really enjoyed the first hour with the young kids going to africa and helping out people in need. i know that was a humbling experience and anyone that makes a trip like that is truly thankful for the things that we have in america have that other countries don't have. the 2nd hour was ok. i could have done without the last segment but it was good. i really wish that they could get a little more in depth about growing up black. maybe have different points of views of black kids growing up in different communities in america. i don't think people really understand the lack of support that takes place in the south. i think that would be nice to see on CNN. maybe i should write them, hmmmmmm????
the T.O. SHOW
Let me say this..
that guy is so damn(excuse my french) full of himself its said. and the crazy thing is that this dude is ugly as rocks. i really don't see how any woman could be attracted to him. he looks like e.t. seriously. look at him and look at e.t they are brothers from another mother. lol
back to the show lol i think that it shows signs of being good tv, but then there are some clips and i'm just like wth?????? i think that my interest in tv is slowly going downhill.
i'm slippin, i'm fallin, i can't get up....
so i have to admit.......
first let me say this. i want to apologize to myself for getting so upset and distracted about a comment that was made. actually it was a few things that were said to/directed at me. first off, if i hadn't gone lookin for trouble, then i wouldn't have been irritated. but i just wanted to see for myself the exact words that were said. now, although no words were actually used to name me, it was still directed in my direction, so i just kinda let it do the snow ball effect. i didnt say much i just let it ride. then a comment was made on my blog and it too, was just swept under the rug, but then i started seeing the trash start to build up. i started thinking about it and a conversation that a friend of mine and myself had the other day and then that made it worse to the point where i had to notify the person that made me upset. its like wth!!!! u text me late at night and say u were thinking about me and wanted to check up on me, then a few hrs later you come back and say what u said in your comments????
i really honestly feel like there is something still "there" that needs to be resolved, but neither side really wants to address it. now what this thing is, idk. but it just pisses me off when something is said and it STILL gets under my skin. i think that as time goes on it will get better obviously. i mean i really thought that i was good. i was bouncing bullets off left and right and i felt good. then i saw that post and it pissed me off. but i have to purge myself from looking for trouble so with that said, i tip my hat off to you. you have yet once again. won another battle. but u are NOT winning the war....
first let me say this. i want to apologize to myself for getting so upset and distracted about a comment that was made. actually it was a few things that were said to/directed at me. first off, if i hadn't gone lookin for trouble, then i wouldn't have been irritated. but i just wanted to see for myself the exact words that were said. now, although no words were actually used to name me, it was still directed in my direction, so i just kinda let it do the snow ball effect. i didnt say much i just let it ride. then a comment was made on my blog and it too, was just swept under the rug, but then i started seeing the trash start to build up. i started thinking about it and a conversation that a friend of mine and myself had the other day and then that made it worse to the point where i had to notify the person that made me upset. its like wth!!!! u text me late at night and say u were thinking about me and wanted to check up on me, then a few hrs later you come back and say what u said in your comments????
i really honestly feel like there is something still "there" that needs to be resolved, but neither side really wants to address it. now what this thing is, idk. but it just pisses me off when something is said and it STILL gets under my skin. i think that as time goes on it will get better obviously. i mean i really thought that i was good. i was bouncing bullets off left and right and i felt good. then i saw that post and it pissed me off. but i have to purge myself from looking for trouble so with that said, i tip my hat off to you. you have yet once again. won another battle. but u are NOT winning the war....
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Nice night after all
Afternoon!!!
So last night when I left u all, I was going to bed for the night. Well I got a phone call from someone and we talked for a bit and and my friend decided to come by. I know what u are thinking and no, it's not like tht. But anyways we got something to eat and watched tv and we fell alseep. Now it was a little weird laying with another girl in my bed for the first time since my break up. But I calmed down and it was cool. We were both nervous but there really wasn't anything to worry about. AB is a great girl. I really do see why people say that relationships just happen. They shouldn't be forced. They just happen. For a while I was a little worried about how she felt because of some things that were told to her or sent to her, but she said it best, we all have a past and make mistakes, but it's up to us to change our future. And I truely do believe that. I was told in the past that the next girl I get with would cheat on me. In a way I feel like it already happened with my ex and her new situation and the things that have been going on with her, because I really don't think that she would have been faithful with me. Not to say that she would, but it's just a gut feeling that I will never know the answer to. And even if the next girl I call my girlfriend cheats on me, then I will take it like a man and move on.
I really want to discuss something that I read the other day, but it's a little to drama ready and I'm not trying to go down that road. Maybe one day when I get a girlfriend then I will come back and talk about it. But right now isn't the time.
This has really been a good week so far. I'm off on Friday and I want to take my friend out on a date. So I'm thinking we can do something fun like putt putt or bowling and maybe a movie. I know she is into poetry and music so I'm gonna try and find some cool places for us to go. She just called me and we talked for a bit. It's cool having someone that really likes u and appreciates being with u. I actually found something that we could do this weekend by my house but I have to worl this weekend plus we have this party at my house on Saturday night.
Now about this party........
I am for it but at the same time Im not. I am really out of the house party phase unless it's close friends or just a few people over like we did for the 4th. But 3 weeks ago we had a party at our house and alot of people came thru. It was fun. But this time I'm a little nervous cuz we are charging to get it but we are having food and drinks and we are ID'ing at the door so it should be cool but I'm just a little nervous cuz some people can't mix business with pleasure. But we will see how it goes.
I can't believe i just wrote all this lol it only suppose to be a quick blog. Lol
but that's all for now. When AB leaves tonight I prolly will blog after she leaves
I'm out
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So last night when I left u all, I was going to bed for the night. Well I got a phone call from someone and we talked for a bit and and my friend decided to come by. I know what u are thinking and no, it's not like tht. But anyways we got something to eat and watched tv and we fell alseep. Now it was a little weird laying with another girl in my bed for the first time since my break up. But I calmed down and it was cool. We were both nervous but there really wasn't anything to worry about. AB is a great girl. I really do see why people say that relationships just happen. They shouldn't be forced. They just happen. For a while I was a little worried about how she felt because of some things that were told to her or sent to her, but she said it best, we all have a past and make mistakes, but it's up to us to change our future. And I truely do believe that. I was told in the past that the next girl I get with would cheat on me. In a way I feel like it already happened with my ex and her new situation and the things that have been going on with her, because I really don't think that she would have been faithful with me. Not to say that she would, but it's just a gut feeling that I will never know the answer to. And even if the next girl I call my girlfriend cheats on me, then I will take it like a man and move on.
I really want to discuss something that I read the other day, but it's a little to drama ready and I'm not trying to go down that road. Maybe one day when I get a girlfriend then I will come back and talk about it. But right now isn't the time.
This has really been a good week so far. I'm off on Friday and I want to take my friend out on a date. So I'm thinking we can do something fun like putt putt or bowling and maybe a movie. I know she is into poetry and music so I'm gonna try and find some cool places for us to go. She just called me and we talked for a bit. It's cool having someone that really likes u and appreciates being with u. I actually found something that we could do this weekend by my house but I have to worl this weekend plus we have this party at my house on Saturday night.
Now about this party........
I am for it but at the same time Im not. I am really out of the house party phase unless it's close friends or just a few people over like we did for the 4th. But 3 weeks ago we had a party at our house and alot of people came thru. It was fun. But this time I'm a little nervous cuz we are charging to get it but we are having food and drinks and we are ID'ing at the door so it should be cool but I'm just a little nervous cuz some people can't mix business with pleasure. But we will see how it goes.
I can't believe i just wrote all this lol it only suppose to be a quick blog. Lol
but that's all for now. When AB leaves tonight I prolly will blog after she leaves
I'm out
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don't be a groupie
so today i was talkin to a co worker of mine and i was messin with her and she was like" don't be a groupie, keep it movin shawdy." it took me completely by surprise because of the look on her face and the fact that it was so darn funny. but the more i thought about what she said, the more of a meaning it was for me. i began to think more about it and other things that was said to me and about it me and i was like, "yeah, keep it moving." u have to really be able to say, hey i let that go and keep it moving. i was told about somethin earlier today that someone said about be and it really didnt affect me at all. my friend asked me if i was mad and what were my thoughts on it. and i really didnt have much to speak on the issue. as bad as i wanted to say "yada yada yada" i didn't. right now i'm only focused on whats positive. what was said was so old and tiring that i was just like, if this person still feels the need to keep my name in their mouth, then clearly they have issues that need to be handled. simple minds do simple things.
i also talked to another friend of mine today and it was the first time we really just talked in a min. it was a good talk but i'm not sure about the end feelings of the discussion. i really hope that we will be able to get past this, because my friend was really hurt in this time frame and i want nothing more than to fix the issue. she made a lot of good points and i had a few good responses, but it all comes down to her decision and my effort to make it work.
tonight i was suppose to hang out with a friend, but she wasn't feeling well, so tomorrow night we are going to make up for today. i really enjoy her company. we had our first kiss the other night. it was a quick peck like in 4th grade lol. it was nice though. i'm so glad to have her as a friend. no sex, no heavy making out, just enjoying each others company. thats what i like most. plus her amazing eyes and smile. AND, i almost forgot, she loves Baxter to death!! she played with him for so long the other night. it was so funny. she kept sayin he's ok, i don't mind playin with him and we were all like, he's never gonna stop playin lol. mean while, baxter is running full speed around her. lmao!!!!
thats all i have for now. i'm hungry so i'm bout to eat, call my friend and call it a night.
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i also talked to another friend of mine today and it was the first time we really just talked in a min. it was a good talk but i'm not sure about the end feelings of the discussion. i really hope that we will be able to get past this, because my friend was really hurt in this time frame and i want nothing more than to fix the issue. she made a lot of good points and i had a few good responses, but it all comes down to her decision and my effort to make it work.
tonight i was suppose to hang out with a friend, but she wasn't feeling well, so tomorrow night we are going to make up for today. i really enjoy her company. we had our first kiss the other night. it was a quick peck like in 4th grade lol. it was nice though. i'm so glad to have her as a friend. no sex, no heavy making out, just enjoying each others company. thats what i like most. plus her amazing eyes and smile. AND, i almost forgot, she loves Baxter to death!! she played with him for so long the other night. it was so funny. she kept sayin he's ok, i don't mind playin with him and we were all like, he's never gonna stop playin lol. mean while, baxter is running full speed around her. lmao!!!!
thats all i have for now. i'm hungry so i'm bout to eat, call my friend and call it a night.
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Monday, July 20, 2009
My night
So again I was suppose to video blog but I am too sleepy to get out the bed. Lol but tonight was a lot of fun. Hung out with AB and my roommates. Listened to some music and got some food to eat. I did however have a situation earlier in the day but I want to video blog about it. But I am sleepy so I'm going to holler at u guys later. This is going to be a great week!!
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Random thoughts
Real quick post and I'm done lol gotta go to church in the morning.
I just want to touch on something real quick.
Why is it that we do or say things and totally don't do what we say we will. I know that question is completely random. I don't have a reason to ask either. But it's just on my mind. I never meant to lie to my ex. But I did. And I did it over and over. My next question is why do we fight things when God has something different planned for us. It's like I knew that gettin back with my ex was prolly not gonna work, but I tried it anyways and less than 24 hrs later it was over. I knew that I was not cool wit her already sleeping with her guy wasn't gonna be easy for me to get over but I tried to let it go. It def didn't make me physically attracted to her but when I saw her I did feel like everything would work itself out. Well it did but not in the way we wanted. It just felt like I was forcing her to be in a situation that she didn't want to be in cuz she is right back wit the guy the day after we fell out. Not to mention that she has been talkin to this guy for 2 months. I didn't know that. If I did then I def would have prolly let it go a long time ago. I mean I'm not one to try to prevent people from being happy. Even tho this last time was her idea to get back together. I don't think she would really be happier with me than with him. What she has with him is nothing like what we had and with my new friend I'm not trying force what my ex has on us. I think sometimes when people brake up they feel like they need to reach a certain level before the other does. It's kinda like a power battle that doesn't even really exist but we'll be damned if we see the other out with another person and we are still alone. Not saying that's what I'm doing cuz I could really care less about what she does to the point where I'm just trying to compete. I mean she is sexually active with this guy. Why should I be all sad and at home thinking about her and what went wrong. I know why things are the way they are. Suck it up and keep moving. Besides I'm good over here with what I got. She makes me smile with heart(what u know bout that kanye lol )i know my blog is all over the place but it's just thinks that I want to get off my chest. I have other things but it's late and I need to get some rest. Catch up with u guys later
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I just want to touch on something real quick.
Why is it that we do or say things and totally don't do what we say we will. I know that question is completely random. I don't have a reason to ask either. But it's just on my mind. I never meant to lie to my ex. But I did. And I did it over and over. My next question is why do we fight things when God has something different planned for us. It's like I knew that gettin back with my ex was prolly not gonna work, but I tried it anyways and less than 24 hrs later it was over. I knew that I was not cool wit her already sleeping with her guy wasn't gonna be easy for me to get over but I tried to let it go. It def didn't make me physically attracted to her but when I saw her I did feel like everything would work itself out. Well it did but not in the way we wanted. It just felt like I was forcing her to be in a situation that she didn't want to be in cuz she is right back wit the guy the day after we fell out. Not to mention that she has been talkin to this guy for 2 months. I didn't know that. If I did then I def would have prolly let it go a long time ago. I mean I'm not one to try to prevent people from being happy. Even tho this last time was her idea to get back together. I don't think she would really be happier with me than with him. What she has with him is nothing like what we had and with my new friend I'm not trying force what my ex has on us. I think sometimes when people brake up they feel like they need to reach a certain level before the other does. It's kinda like a power battle that doesn't even really exist but we'll be damned if we see the other out with another person and we are still alone. Not saying that's what I'm doing cuz I could really care less about what she does to the point where I'm just trying to compete. I mean she is sexually active with this guy. Why should I be all sad and at home thinking about her and what went wrong. I know why things are the way they are. Suck it up and keep moving. Besides I'm good over here with what I got. She makes me smile with heart(what u know bout that kanye lol )i know my blog is all over the place but it's just thinks that I want to get off my chest. I have other things but it's late and I need to get some rest. Catch up with u guys later
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Hey guys!!!!!
So, I know I was suppose to video blog but my roommate is on the computer, and I didn't feel like waiting so I came in my room and just decided to write about my evening. The night started off wrong. Lol I was suppose to meet a friend at the movies and come back to the house and hang out or go somewhere and chill, but with me having to pick my sister up from downtown then take her waaaaaay out to Cordova then try to make the movie, it just wasn't going to happen. So we ended up just hanging out at my house. At first I thought she wasn't going to come because we were suppose to hang out Thursday nite and go to the peabody louge thing downtown, but she got out of class late and I guess she didn't feel like going, but I wasn't trippin cuz I didn't feel like driving out there either lol.
So back to tonight........
Tonight when she came by, we watched tv for a bit and just talked and got to know each other better. We got hungry soon so we went to get something to eat. The food was on point but the waiter was terrible. I don't usuly go to this restaurant but I didn't mind going. So after we ate we came back to my house and watched a movie. We talked more after the movie was over. And after that, she left. We really hit it off well. But u know like I said before, relationship is not on my mind. Companionship is. I'm not trying rush into anything. I really like how things are going. Tomorrow after church, we are gonna hang out again. We have a lot of things in common and I am glad about that. She doesn't drink or smoke which is cool too. She does however have a lot of guy friends. I can see how that can be a pain ( the ex can smile at that lol) but u know we aren't anywhere near the road of relationship so it's not an issue. One thing I have learned tho, is that life is funny and it's up to you to smile.
That's all I have for now. I need to go to bed but I might blog again.
I'm out
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So, I know I was suppose to video blog but my roommate is on the computer, and I didn't feel like waiting so I came in my room and just decided to write about my evening. The night started off wrong. Lol I was suppose to meet a friend at the movies and come back to the house and hang out or go somewhere and chill, but with me having to pick my sister up from downtown then take her waaaaaay out to Cordova then try to make the movie, it just wasn't going to happen. So we ended up just hanging out at my house. At first I thought she wasn't going to come because we were suppose to hang out Thursday nite and go to the peabody louge thing downtown, but she got out of class late and I guess she didn't feel like going, but I wasn't trippin cuz I didn't feel like driving out there either lol.
So back to tonight........
Tonight when she came by, we watched tv for a bit and just talked and got to know each other better. We got hungry soon so we went to get something to eat. The food was on point but the waiter was terrible. I don't usuly go to this restaurant but I didn't mind going. So after we ate we came back to my house and watched a movie. We talked more after the movie was over. And after that, she left. We really hit it off well. But u know like I said before, relationship is not on my mind. Companionship is. I'm not trying rush into anything. I really like how things are going. Tomorrow after church, we are gonna hang out again. We have a lot of things in common and I am glad about that. She doesn't drink or smoke which is cool too. She does however have a lot of guy friends. I can see how that can be a pain ( the ex can smile at that lol) but u know we aren't anywhere near the road of relationship so it's not an issue. One thing I have learned tho, is that life is funny and it's up to you to smile.
That's all I have for now. I need to go to bed but I might blog again.
I'm out
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Saturday, July 18, 2009
update on things
hey everyone!!!
thanks for the feed back on the blog posts!! i really do appreciate the love everyone has been giving me. i got my web cam last night. i'm still figuring out the kinks to it so by sunday u will have some new vlogs to see.
today is a real chill day. cleaned up the house and waitin to go out with my friend later on this afternoon. going to see a movie and then we are gonna hang out a bit afterward. i'm mad hungry right now so i'm bout to grab something to eat. have a great day everyone and i will holla at u all later!!
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thanks for the feed back on the blog posts!! i really do appreciate the love everyone has been giving me. i got my web cam last night. i'm still figuring out the kinks to it so by sunday u will have some new vlogs to see.
today is a real chill day. cleaned up the house and waitin to go out with my friend later on this afternoon. going to see a movie and then we are gonna hang out a bit afterward. i'm mad hungry right now so i'm bout to grab something to eat. have a great day everyone and i will holla at u all later!!
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Friday, July 17, 2009
first video
this is how i plan on doing my blog. i will post a blog and then follow up with video entry.
i love this song!!! the instruments sound so beautiful. the lyrics are on point. whenever i hear this song i get goose bumps. kanye west is a musical genius. this prolly wont be the last time i post this video lol
i love this song!!! the instruments sound so beautiful. the lyrics are on point. whenever i hear this song i get goose bumps. kanye west is a musical genius. this prolly wont be the last time i post this video lol
WELCOME!!!
WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME!!!!!!
This is the new improved blog site of yours truly. thank u for stopping by there are some of you that know me and there are some that don't. for those of you that don't really know me.....Allow me to re-introduce myself!!! (shout out to HOV! LOL)My name is Edward Aaron Harris. I'm the oldest of 4 siblings, but by remarriage(shout out to the parents. love ya"ll) i am a proud father of the best puppy(no kids thank him!!) in the world named Baxter!! I'm a student at u of memphis. i love my college! wouldn't pick another school besides USC! j/k but I'm just a cool guy that's ready to make some better moves in life and improve on things to become a better man.
so u ask, what was the old blog like?
this is my 3rd blog. the old blog was basically me talking about my ex(get into that shortly) and just not focusing on the things that mattered most. it was more so of a competition with her than anything. she has a blog as well. when we would break up or fall out i would sometimes write entries just to make her mad. a terrible reason to have a blog right??? i know i know, but u live and you learn. i just want this blog to be completely free of old habits and negativity.
so u ask, what was the ex like and why did i do that?
OK, those that already know about the ex can skip this part. those that don't can read. well the ex and i were together for a little over a year. when we first started dating it was really cool. we had a lot of fun. prolly the best summer I've had in 2 or 3 years last year. well as time went on, things changed. we were both immature on a lot of things. old history came to the front and caused a lot of problems. arguing about dumb things too caused problems. soon i lost faith in the relationship and looked for it from another woman. to this day, i think that cheating is the worst thing ever in a relationship, and i don't ever plan on doing that again. i did it for months and didn't tell my ex. she suspected it and i would deny it. well eventually it came out and i admitted to it in my blog when i though that my ex already knew. well, we tried to work things out, but it just didn't work out. i lied about stupid things. things that didn't even matter. i just lied. it just got to the point where my words meant absolutely nothing. why i lied, i really couldn't tell u. well my ex couldn't get past the past and never really regained that trust she once had in me. so, we broke up. we both had issues in the relationship that should have been avoided, but when something that just isn't suppose to happen, God will not allow it. am i upset about it, no. this is the thing, u see, i never really deep down with all my heart loved her on a consistent basis. if i did i wouldn't have lied like i did. you don't lie to people u care about. you don't have a reason to. so now, she is with another guy. cool. am i upset that she is with him? nah. am i bitter? nah. do i love her? yeah, i do, but not like in a relationship way. do i want her back? no.
so you ask, whats my personality like?
i am a very funny guy. i don't really personally know too many people that are funnier than me. well my dad is the funniest guy i know. that's where i get my humor from, and my good looks lol. i have a great circle of friends that i wouldn't trade in the world. u guys mean the world to me, we are gonna run the world very soon!! i have a great best friend too that i am so glad to have in in my life!! BUDDY I LOVE YOU! WE ARE TWO OF A KIND, BUT U KNOW I DON'T SPEAK SPANISH!! LOL
i am firm believer in Church. i was born and raised in church. my mom side is full of preachers(uncles, cousins, and grandfather) My dad was a pastor of a church for a few years. This year, i asked God for a stronger foundation and i believe i was getting it but one thing for sure, the devil is def running ramped on this earth. i can see now how he tried to come between me and God getting closer and every time, i fell for it. but not again. this last time was the last time. i am so focused on being a great man its crazy!! my wife is going to be able to brag so hard to her friends about me. (side note: don't ever let anything come between family)
so you ask,what am i doing now?
right now, i am currently single and i am ok with it. I'm not tryin to be in a relationship at all right now. i am ok with my past and i am not afraid to discuss it in depth with anyone that is seeking a relationship with me in the future or a woman that i want to date. i know where i messed up in my last relationship and i will never make those mistakes again, because i'm gonna make sure that i know this woman is the right one for me. i do however, have my eyes on a particular young lady that is completely awesome. she and i have a lot in common and i enjoy every conversation that we have had. there is no pressure on getting together because we equally have things to work on about our pasts that need to be fixed before we even consider making that type of commitment. i don't even really know how she feels about me completely besides that i am cute lol, but if it is meant to happen it will. if not, i'm cool with being friends.
so what type of blog is this going to be?
this blog is going to have everything on it! music!! videos!!! politics! fashion! food!! sports!! games!! u name it, it will be discussed. this blog is completely about me and the things that i love! i'm so excited about this blog!! 2morrow I'm getting a web cam!!! so i will be coming to you live!!! lol feel free to leave comments and tell your friends about it! if u have a blog follow me!! if you don't, start one and follow me!!
so with that said, thank u all for reading this post! come back again!!
stay classy bloggers!
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This is the new improved blog site of yours truly. thank u for stopping by there are some of you that know me and there are some that don't. for those of you that don't really know me.....Allow me to re-introduce myself!!! (shout out to HOV! LOL)My name is Edward Aaron Harris. I'm the oldest of 4 siblings, but by remarriage(shout out to the parents. love ya"ll) i am a proud father of the best puppy(no kids thank him!!) in the world named Baxter!! I'm a student at u of memphis. i love my college! wouldn't pick another school besides USC! j/k but I'm just a cool guy that's ready to make some better moves in life and improve on things to become a better man.
so u ask, what was the old blog like?
this is my 3rd blog. the old blog was basically me talking about my ex(get into that shortly) and just not focusing on the things that mattered most. it was more so of a competition with her than anything. she has a blog as well. when we would break up or fall out i would sometimes write entries just to make her mad. a terrible reason to have a blog right??? i know i know, but u live and you learn. i just want this blog to be completely free of old habits and negativity.
so u ask, what was the ex like and why did i do that?
OK, those that already know about the ex can skip this part. those that don't can read. well the ex and i were together for a little over a year. when we first started dating it was really cool. we had a lot of fun. prolly the best summer I've had in 2 or 3 years last year. well as time went on, things changed. we were both immature on a lot of things. old history came to the front and caused a lot of problems. arguing about dumb things too caused problems. soon i lost faith in the relationship and looked for it from another woman. to this day, i think that cheating is the worst thing ever in a relationship, and i don't ever plan on doing that again. i did it for months and didn't tell my ex. she suspected it and i would deny it. well eventually it came out and i admitted to it in my blog when i though that my ex already knew. well, we tried to work things out, but it just didn't work out. i lied about stupid things. things that didn't even matter. i just lied. it just got to the point where my words meant absolutely nothing. why i lied, i really couldn't tell u. well my ex couldn't get past the past and never really regained that trust she once had in me. so, we broke up. we both had issues in the relationship that should have been avoided, but when something that just isn't suppose to happen, God will not allow it. am i upset about it, no. this is the thing, u see, i never really deep down with all my heart loved her on a consistent basis. if i did i wouldn't have lied like i did. you don't lie to people u care about. you don't have a reason to. so now, she is with another guy. cool. am i upset that she is with him? nah. am i bitter? nah. do i love her? yeah, i do, but not like in a relationship way. do i want her back? no.
so you ask, whats my personality like?
i am a very funny guy. i don't really personally know too many people that are funnier than me. well my dad is the funniest guy i know. that's where i get my humor from, and my good looks lol. i have a great circle of friends that i wouldn't trade in the world. u guys mean the world to me, we are gonna run the world very soon!! i have a great best friend too that i am so glad to have in in my life!! BUDDY I LOVE YOU! WE ARE TWO OF A KIND, BUT U KNOW I DON'T SPEAK SPANISH!! LOL
i am firm believer in Church. i was born and raised in church. my mom side is full of preachers(uncles, cousins, and grandfather) My dad was a pastor of a church for a few years. This year, i asked God for a stronger foundation and i believe i was getting it but one thing for sure, the devil is def running ramped on this earth. i can see now how he tried to come between me and God getting closer and every time, i fell for it. but not again. this last time was the last time. i am so focused on being a great man its crazy!! my wife is going to be able to brag so hard to her friends about me. (side note: don't ever let anything come between family)
so you ask,what am i doing now?
right now, i am currently single and i am ok with it. I'm not tryin to be in a relationship at all right now. i am ok with my past and i am not afraid to discuss it in depth with anyone that is seeking a relationship with me in the future or a woman that i want to date. i know where i messed up in my last relationship and i will never make those mistakes again, because i'm gonna make sure that i know this woman is the right one for me. i do however, have my eyes on a particular young lady that is completely awesome. she and i have a lot in common and i enjoy every conversation that we have had. there is no pressure on getting together because we equally have things to work on about our pasts that need to be fixed before we even consider making that type of commitment. i don't even really know how she feels about me completely besides that i am cute lol, but if it is meant to happen it will. if not, i'm cool with being friends.
so what type of blog is this going to be?
this blog is going to have everything on it! music!! videos!!! politics! fashion! food!! sports!! games!! u name it, it will be discussed. this blog is completely about me and the things that i love! i'm so excited about this blog!! 2morrow I'm getting a web cam!!! so i will be coming to you live!!! lol feel free to leave comments and tell your friends about it! if u have a blog follow me!! if you don't, start one and follow me!!
so with that said, thank u all for reading this post! come back again!!
stay classy bloggers!
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