don't be a groupie

so today i was talkin to a co worker of mine and i was messin with her and she was like" don't be a groupie, keep it movin shawdy." it took me completely by surprise because of the look on her face and the fact that it was so darn funny. but the more i thought about what she said, the more of a meaning it was for me. i began to think more about it and other things that was said to me and about it me and i was like, "yeah, keep it moving." u have to really be able to say, hey i let that go and keep it moving. i was told about somethin earlier today that someone said about be and it really didnt affect me at all. my friend asked me if i was mad and what were my thoughts on it. and i really didnt have much to speak on the issue. as bad as i wanted to say "yada yada yada" i didn't. right now i'm only focused on whats positive. what was said was so old and tiring that i was just like, if this person still feels the need to keep my name in their mouth, then clearly they have issues that need to be handled. simple minds do simple things.



i also talked to another friend of mine today and it was the first time we really just talked in a min. it was a good talk but i'm not sure about the end feelings of the discussion. i really hope that we will be able to get past this, because my friend was really hurt in this time frame and i want nothing more than to fix the issue. she made a lot of good points and i had a few good responses, but it all comes down to her decision and my effort to make it work.


tonight i was suppose to hang out with a friend, but she wasn't feeling well, so tomorrow night we are going to make up for today. i really enjoy her company. we had our first kiss the other night. it was a quick peck like in 4th grade lol. it was nice though. i'm so glad to have her as a friend. no sex, no heavy making out, just enjoying each others company. thats what i like most. plus her amazing eyes and smile. AND, i almost forgot, she loves Baxter to death!! she played with him for so long the other night. it was so funny. she kept sayin he's ok, i don't mind playin with him and we were all like, he's never gonna stop playin lol. mean while, baxter is running full speed around her. lmao!!!!

thats all i have for now. i'm hungry so i'm bout to eat, call my friend and call it a night.

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