so i have to admit.......
first let me say this. i want to apologize to myself for getting so upset and distracted about a comment that was made. actually it was a few things that were said to/directed at me. first off, if i hadn't gone lookin for trouble, then i wouldn't have been irritated. but i just wanted to see for myself the exact words that were said. now, although no words were actually used to name me, it was still directed in my direction, so i just kinda let it do the snow ball effect. i didnt say much i just let it ride. then a comment was made on my blog and it too, was just swept under the rug, but then i started seeing the trash start to build up. i started thinking about it and a conversation that a friend of mine and myself had the other day and then that made it worse to the point where i had to notify the person that made me upset. its like wth!!!! u text me late at night and say u were thinking about me and wanted to check up on me, then a few hrs later you come back and say what u said in your comments????
i really honestly feel like there is something still "there" that needs to be resolved, but neither side really wants to address it. now what this thing is, idk. but it just pisses me off when something is said and it STILL gets under my skin. i think that as time goes on it will get better obviously. i mean i really thought that i was good. i was bouncing bullets off left and right and i felt good. then i saw that post and it pissed me off. but i have to purge myself from looking for trouble so with that said, i tip my hat off to you. you have yet once again. won another battle. but u are NOT winning the war....
u text me late at night and say u were thinking about me and wanted to check up on me, then a few hrs later you come back and say what u said in your comments???? =)
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