WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME!!!!!!
This is the new improved blog site of yours truly. thank u for stopping by there are some of you that know me and there are some that don't. for those of you that don't really know me.....Allow me to re-introduce myself!!! (shout out to HOV! LOL)My name is Edward Aaron Harris. I'm the oldest of 4 siblings, but by remarriage(shout out to the parents. love ya"ll) i am a proud father of the best puppy(no kids thank him!!) in the world named Baxter!! I'm a student at u of memphis. i love my college! wouldn't pick another school besides USC! j/k but I'm just a cool guy that's ready to make some better moves in life and improve on things to become a better man.
so u ask, what was the old blog like?
this is my 3rd blog. the old blog was basically me talking about my ex(get into that shortly) and just not focusing on the things that mattered most. it was more so of a competition with her than anything. she has a blog as well. when we would break up or fall out i would sometimes write entries just to make her mad. a terrible reason to have a blog right??? i know i know, but u live and you learn. i just want this blog to be completely free of old habits and negativity.
so u ask, what was the ex like and why did i do that?
OK, those that already know about the ex can skip this part. those that don't can read. well the ex and i were together for a little over a year. when we first started dating it was really cool. we had a lot of fun. prolly the best summer I've had in 2 or 3 years last year. well as time went on, things changed. we were both immature on a lot of things. old history came to the front and caused a lot of problems. arguing about dumb things too caused problems. soon i lost faith in the relationship and looked for it from another woman. to this day, i think that cheating is the worst thing ever in a relationship, and i don't ever plan on doing that again. i did it for months and didn't tell my ex. she suspected it and i would deny it. well eventually it came out and i admitted to it in my blog when i though that my ex already knew. well, we tried to work things out, but it just didn't work out. i lied about stupid things. things that didn't even matter. i just lied. it just got to the point where my words meant absolutely nothing. why i lied, i really couldn't tell u. well my ex couldn't get past the past and never really regained that trust she once had in me. so, we broke up. we both had issues in the relationship that should have been avoided, but when something that just isn't suppose to happen, God will not allow it. am i upset about it, no. this is the thing, u see, i never really deep down with all my heart loved her on a consistent basis. if i did i wouldn't have lied like i did. you don't lie to people u care about. you don't have a reason to. so now, she is with another guy. cool. am i upset that she is with him? nah. am i bitter? nah. do i love her? yeah, i do, but not like in a relationship way. do i want her back? no.
so you ask, whats my personality like?
i am a very funny guy. i don't really personally know too many people that are funnier than me. well my dad is the funniest guy i know. that's where i get my humor from, and my good looks lol. i have a great circle of friends that i wouldn't trade in the world. u guys mean the world to me, we are gonna run the world very soon!! i have a great best friend too that i am so glad to have in in my life!! BUDDY I LOVE YOU! WE ARE TWO OF A KIND, BUT U KNOW I DON'T SPEAK SPANISH!! LOL
i am firm believer in Church. i was born and raised in church. my mom side is full of preachers(uncles, cousins, and grandfather) My dad was a pastor of a church for a few years. This year, i asked God for a stronger foundation and i believe i was getting it but one thing for sure, the devil is def running ramped on this earth. i can see now how he tried to come between me and God getting closer and every time, i fell for it. but not again. this last time was the last time. i am so focused on being a great man its crazy!! my wife is going to be able to brag so hard to her friends about me. (side note: don't ever let anything come between family)
so you ask,what am i doing now?
right now, i am currently single and i am ok with it. I'm not tryin to be in a relationship at all right now. i am ok with my past and i am not afraid to discuss it in depth with anyone that is seeking a relationship with me in the future or a woman that i want to date. i know where i messed up in my last relationship and i will never make those mistakes again, because i'm gonna make sure that i know this woman is the right one for me. i do however, have my eyes on a particular young lady that is completely awesome. she and i have a lot in common and i enjoy every conversation that we have had. there is no pressure on getting together because we equally have things to work on about our pasts that need to be fixed before we even consider making that type of commitment. i don't even really know how she feels about me completely besides that i am cute lol, but if it is meant to happen it will. if not, i'm cool with being friends.
so what type of blog is this going to be?
this blog is going to have everything on it! music!! videos!!! politics! fashion! food!! sports!! games!! u name it, it will be discussed. this blog is completely about me and the things that i love! i'm so excited about this blog!! 2morrow I'm getting a web cam!!! so i will be coming to you live!!! lol feel free to leave comments and tell your friends about it! if u have a blog follow me!! if you don't, start one and follow me!!
so with that said, thank u all for reading this post! come back again!!
stay classy bloggers!
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