HEY!!!
i haven't blogged seriously in a long time. like a serious post in months. i normally just post pics on my tumblr and keep it at that to express my feelings, but its always good to come back to your roots and write out how you really feel. these past few months i have been the happiest i have ever been in years. i finally have figured this thing called life out. i'm just letting things come to me and not rush anything. No stress. no nothing. i'm living by myself and i'm living comfortable. not worried about money or anything. i love living alone btw. its awesome. i can do whatever i want whenever i want lol i love having my friends over on the weekends and have to worry about being too loud because of a roommate sleeping or is bad mood. i don't have to have my my dog locked up in a room all day. not too mention live downtown now so this summer is going to be awesome! sitting on my porch, having a beer and watching the sun set over the bridge. i have a great job now(i'm looking for a 2nd to support my summer trips). My friends are great too. no drama. no made up stories of any sort. Even Baxter is acting right lol
i've decided to start back dating casually. well, i already was, but it was different. i was too focused on what our futures would look like. i mean i still think about it, but not like i did before. i liked this one girl for a few months at the beginning of the year but it just wouldn't have worked. we are still good friends tho. i even entertained starting over with my ex, but after an incident recently, i just can't allow myself to go back to that type of stress. i don't mind being friends with her. we would just have to keep it at that. i really didn't know THAT many people didn't like her. i mean, the stories i heard, i just couldn't and wouldn't want to repeat and i just want to leave it at that.
i have however met a really great girl recently. like, i said before i wasn't looking for a relationship, i just want to date. well, life has its crazy turns and tricks to it. i really like her a lot and i love the fact that she is older than me and nobody knows her lol i haven't told many people about her and i yet. mainly because its new and i just don't want a lot of people in my business about it. of course i'm gonna tell my boys about her lol but other than that, not too many people will know. unless they see us out together. i will say one thing about her though, in the short time that i have known her, she is very supportive of what i want to do in life and what man doesn't want a supportive woman by his side. it's still very early, so hopefully this "thing" that we are doing will eventually turn into a relationship.....one day, but not today.
i think thats all that i have going on right now. i will def start back writing more. I PROMISE. lol
peace&love
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