it was all a dream

so last night i had a dream.....

it was about my ex's. ALL of them. they were all in a room and each one of them had something to say to me. My first girlfriend, tiffany, i saw her first. i walked up to her, hugged her and before i could get any words out, she kisses me. it was like i could feel it. passionate. then she slapped me. she told how mad at me she was for not coming to nashville and being with her at school. i told her i had to leave memphis and this isn't where i was suppose to be. she started cryin and said "you're the reason why i'm married to HIM!" she's pointing in the direction that "he" was in and i walk in that direction and then i see another ex, Asha. Now with Asha, it went differently. she wouldn't look me in the face. i remember in the dream that i was trying to make her look up but she wouldn't. all she kept sayin was "why?? why did u leave me? i loved you. why did u do this to me? why did u do this to me?" but she wouldn't cry. that would be giving me too much power over her. when i opened my mouth to "explain" nothing came out. i really had nothing to say. not because i'm an asshole, but because i didn't know what to tell her to make things right. i just hugged her and walked away.....

now here's where the dream got tricky. there where other girls i dated, but they were in pictures. not actually real people. their eyes moved when i walked by but they didn't say anything. then i walked out the room and i saw my most recent ex, danielle. she grabbed my hands and she said "you were my everything. BUT he's ALL i need." but instead of me walking away. she did. now i'm not sure what exactly this dream represents, but it was really strange considering the fact that i don't think of any of them on a daily basis. i may see something and it brings back a memory but thats as far as it goes. one could say that i have commitment issues. that's a possibility. but i really woke up this morning like WTF was that about.