houston trip, intervention, and gambling

wassup everyone!


So, i'm back from houston and i hate it already. lol memphis is so boring and dead. i had a great time visiting my family. i had a long talk with my pops. he's getting ready to open his own business in January. he took me by his office and i can't wait for him to get it running. he deserves this and i am so proud of him. he's on this "i'm gettin older and i want to leave something to u guys when its my time" thing. i mean i get where he is coming from but i don't want to think about it. pops is 53. he's got a lot years left.

but anywho....


Pops really wants me to move out there. we went and looked a few schools in the Houston area. i liked them all, but after thinking and discussing it with michelle
(stepmom) we came to the conclusion that a move out there isn't whats best. really i said it, but she cosigned. so i decided that the best option now for me is to focus on graduating and going to a grad school that is in the area(s) that my major is needed most. mainly schools on the east coast and also one school in the south. right now i'm lookin at John Jay in NYC. I originally said that i wanted to move back to the east coast after i graduated but then i started thinking about if i'm in a relationship and if the move would be best for us. WELL, since i'm currently single and i don't know when my next relationship is going to come, i'm going to concentrate on whats best for aaron. and if i happen to be with someone when its time for my move, if she's the one, then she will also be apart of the move as well. i mean who wouldn't want to move to the big apple? but thats a long time from now. lets get a girlfriend first lol



today i had a talk with my mom about how she and i interact and it got real emotional for me. she will NEVER admit something even if she knows that she is wrong on and her excuse is its my house and thats how its going to be as long as u are in my house. now don't get me wrong, i do things that i shouldn't but i'm not purposely doing things to disrespect her. if i make a mistake i am willing to say "its my fault. i apologize." with her its "i don't remember saying/doing that" and thats not right at all. one thing that i do know, i will NOT raise my future child(ren) under that same philosophy. she is quick to say things about my dad about how he wasn't around for me as a child but i favor him or that i want to see him and stuff like that, but u don't say things like that to a young child. she also said other things but i'm going to go into it. but i will say this, if any of my readers have any kids, do NOT bash their mother/father in their face. especially if the child has a connection with them. regardless if you have a terrible relationship with them or not. its not fair. BUT BACK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING........Own up to your actions. i just recently learned to do that. i'm still learnin actually but i don't mind admitting when wrong.



lets see...what else....oh yeah!!!!


last night i went to the casino for the first time ever in life!!! i know i know i'm late but #dontjudgeme( lol for my tweeples) but it was really fun. i'm not big on gambling i only spent 3 bucks lol of course i lost it, but still i fun. i didn't get the games though. and what really baffled me was that the workers couldn't explain to u how to play the games. like what the heck is that about??? they couldn't touch anything. u couldn't even touch your cards and u have to motion with your hands on the table at that, if u wanted a hit or whatever the lingo is. lol my had a hot streak and won like 25 bucks but she got greedy and lost it lol it was fun. i wouldn't mind going back, but maybe with more money next time. lol good times



well thats all i have for tonight, holla at u guys later. until next time knuckle heads

peace and love