so today was an interesting day. a little random mixed with wtf and a side of i guess. my ex called me today. i know what your thinking here we go again but no. lol it wasn't like that. she was in the mall and wanted to see me. now my first mind was "if i'm so crazy and determined to ruin YOUR life, and i was making up the story that YOU told me" why do u want to see me? like if he's THAT much better than me. why do u want to want to see me? BUT instead, i played nice and i'm actually glad that i did because deep down....i wanted to see her too. we caught up on what each other were up to and whatnot. she said that she was happy for me with all the success that i've come across. we laughed a bit and then we hugged and she went on about her way. honestly i just want to know.....why? why today. after 7 weeks. is there a reason for her contacting me? has she not let go completely? does she want to be friends? or was it just a "i was thinking about you and i wanted to see how you were doing" thing. like i'm really confused. i just wish that i had more time to actually ask more questions. questions that are relevant to my feelings.... after todays talk, i could see us being friends......eventually. but not today or tomorrow or the day after that.....what do you guys think about it?.............
there was some other things that happened today but i'm not legally able to go into details about it, but just know that justice was served to 2 women today. i love my job and i do it well lol
well thats my time, i gotta long day tomorrow and i'm cooking for some friends when i get off so with that said, off to bed i go!
peace&love
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