weekend wrap up

wassup everyone!!!!

man i gotta do better about my posts. it's like i want to blog, but i'm so sleepy when i get off i don't feel like doing anything besides gettin in my bed and going to sleep. but FINALLY, i'm here and energized enough to blog. so whats been going on you all ask?......



work has been goin fine. its just difficult having a boss that doesn't actually live in the same state and having to communicate thru email and delayed phone calls. so i have to make certain decisions on my own that i don't have a problem making, but i would feel more comfortable having her around. honestly i think i'm just used to having to ask before i make a move when i do my "job" whereas now, i'm my own boss. its weird. i think i'm just rambling now...next subject

my weekend....


let me start off by sayin this, if you know me, you all know that i like to have fun and i'm always crackin jokes. i'm rarely in bad moods, and have attitude issues. so with that said let me continue...

i stopped by the 335 this weekend to hang out with some friends. i met another one of my followers which was cool. she's a bit loud lol but what black woman isn't lol jk jk she was drinkin so i'll give her a pass, ANYWHO, we are all playing this game and at first the game was going in favor to my friends on the other team. mainly because myself and my teammates have never played this game. i'm a competitive guy so, losing i don't take likely but its a board game so it really wasn't that big of deal, well one of my teammates started to get sensitive about the game and just went off on my like for NO REASON. like she was sayin " don't talk to me. and you takin this game too far." sayin how i was being too serious about losing and that i was jokin on her too much *yes, she's a grown woman btw * my response to her was as followed " i have yet to get mad at any point in this game. i was frustrated earlier because i didn't know how the game was played but at no point was i EVER mad" like how on earth could she even say that i was jokin on her too much, but she was crackin jokes on me the whole night. like don't come at me sayin i'm doing too much but you doin the exact same thing. the young lady that i had JUST met that evening, we were jokin like we've known each other for years. like no one said anything about each other crackin jokes on the other too much. we were having a great time laughin and playin the rigged game lol so i just left before i actaully allowed her to get me upset. from now on i just won't play with her like i do everyone else. it really bothers me when people do that. if u can't take a joke, don't joke with me. period. we are too grown to be having these issues.

i've been thinkin about changing my blog up. how i want to change it, don't ask. lol but i know i want to do something different. is it just me or does this holiday season feel like a regular month. it doesn't feel like christmas time at all. i mean i see the trees, lights, santa etc.. but it just doesn't feel right. idk if its because i'm single or if i'm not going to houston to meet my family or what. but it just doesn't feel like "christmas". maybe its because i'm older and my days of gifts galore are behind me. speakin of the holidays, i have NO idea what i want to do for new years eve. i wanna go to this event downtown but i hate going to holiday parties alone and being that i don't see myself taking anyone, i probably won't go. the other option is stayin at home in my house, listen to some music and sip some good wine and enjoy the fact that i have a nice home. i actually went by the house tonight after work and it looks really nice. all they have left to install is the stove and refrigerator and i can move in. i got a little teary eyed from the thought of how far i've come. there were times when i felt like giving up and take the easy road and move to houston and live with my pops, but with the help of "KI100 talks" wit the big homie, it helped me keep going. its people that i've known for years that didn't care or don't even know my situation. i've know big homie for a few months and he helped me more than ANY of them and i thank him for it. i feel like i really have an older brother, mature person to look up to finally.

i think thats all i have for now. i have another post to make but i'm gonna wait until after christmas before i post it. so with that said, merry christmas to you all and happy holidays! i'm sure i will blog on christmas eve or christmas so be on the look out for that..

peace&love