Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Long talk and realization

Afternoon all!



So today has been a chill day so far. I had to go to campus and fix some stuff wit my school money so I cam get some cash back at the end of the month. I am hoping to use that money for a weekend get away alone somewhere. I really need A break to clear my head. The other night my roommate and I had a looong talk about life and relationships and we both learned a few things about each other and things we never told anyone in life. Sometimes I wonder why I didn't meet him sooner. He really is my best friend and vise versa. We realized that we Are a lot alike when it comes to relationships. We both have issues that we working on for our next relationships. I

What I learned about myself in my last relationship is that I love hard and quick and I tried to fight it for months with her. I didn't want to admit to myself that I loved her so soon so I did things to make me think otherwise. I kept loose baggage around, I Lied, I cheated, I just didn't want to think that I was out the "game" but by the time I realized it, it was too late. Too much damage had been done. That's why we had so many problems. I'm glad that I realized these things now because I would have brought all that baggage with me into the next relationship.


Well thTs enough dr Phil for the day holla at u all later after work

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