my joy

i am truly happy

for the first time in months. i am 100% happy. I've said that i was happy before, but i truly am now. I'm not stressed about anything. i don't know where my happiness came from, but I'm not complaining about it. i have had a lot of things happen to me this year and i have been stressed for a long portion of it. some of the stress came from me and my doings, my moms divorce, my break up, school, work. u name it, i was stressed about it. at the beginning of the year i said that i want to get closer to God and really have a relationship with Him. This whole year i have come up short every time that even attempted to work on it. One thing I have noticed about God is that he is not going to allow ANYTHING come between you and Him if you truly have it in your heart to be with Him. EVERYTHING that was bothering me is no longer around. I've been talkin to my friend about her relationship and i just give her pointers on things and how a man thinks and we both have been sayin that we wanted to get closer spiritual with God, and we both started reading the book of Job and didn't know we both started reading it. ironic right??? lol but to my readers if u haven't i suggest that you do. if you have ever felt like you were alone or feel like God is not hearing you, read his story and i guarantee you will have a new outlook on things. well that was my sermon for the day, i hope you all are having a good one. i will post another entry later on tonight.