Sunday, August 2, 2009

Suicidal thoughts

So what's good people!




I have really neglected my blog alllll week long. I had plenty of posts that I wanted to post but I was too lazy to post. But I'm back now, so let's get things going!!


Life has so many twists and turns that it's crazy. Sometimes I see movies and tv shows and I think to myself "why would they want to do that to themselves. It's not that serious". Well sometimes it is. Yesterday I almost did something really stupid to myself and it scares me that the thought was even in my head. U know we can't control life but we can influence things that happen. I have learned that it doesn't matter how hard or how bad things get u have to stay focused. I wasn't t focused on the goal and it almost ended my life. After a long talk with my parents I feel a lot better. Things will get better. Things WILL be better. I love each and every one of u that follows my blog, my friends and my family. But most importantly, I'm loving myself.

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