Hey everyone!
My earlier post was a bit depressing, yet it was brutally honest. So today I went to my moms house and had a talk with her and she brought a lot of things to my attention. It was hard to swallow some of it but it made a lot of sense. I'm glad I have a mother like her. She's not always nice but she tells me what I need to hear and what I need to hear is the truth. She also told me that I would meet my 5star chick one day soon. For my readers that don't know what that means, google it. Lol. I also today tried to reach out to my friend but I think I hurt her one too many times and now she wants nothing and I mean nothing to do with me. Her exect words were erase my number and never call me again. End quote. I feel really bad but at the same time I allowed things to come between us and feel terrible about it. I wish that there was something I could do but there isn't. Maybe in a few months I can try to reach out to her but right now she's hurt.
So I got a call tonight from my roommate saying that they saw my friend AB at walmart wit another dude. But the thing about that is I don't care. We aren't on that level so it doesn't matter to me if she was with LeBron James or Will Smith. I don't care. She called me earlier today and said she wanted to stop by since we hadn't seen each other. So I mean if she made plans that's cool too cuz it's not a big deal. So I called her just to check in with her if she was still coming over and she was like she would call me back in a few. So I'm like ok no biggie. Well my other home boy tells me he talked to her at walmart and she was acting like she had to explain herself to him about why she was out with this guy. He was just like ok whatever it's not that serious. So I'm pretty sure she was like oh crap they see me wit this dude wth am I gonna do. Well honestly she don't have to say or do anything. I'm not trippin about it. She didn't even call or text me to confirm or cancel she just didn't anything else to me. So the next time I talk to her I will see if she brings it up. Cuz I'm not. Water under the bridge for me lol
Well that's all I have for now. Hit u guys back tomorrow or later on today I mean.
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