Weekend update

Hey everyone!



How was your weekend? I hope u all had fun. My weekend was ......interesting. It started off very boring as usual. My friend AB came by Friday night for a bit and left. Saturday I cleaned my room up and vacuumed and washed my clothes only to have Baxter mess it right back up again. Crazy mutt lol After that I went to the movies and watched District 9. It was hands down the best movie I have seen this summer and I've seen some good ones. It's def going in the collect when it comes out on DVD. I went to get some ice cream from my cousin job and just enjoyed a day to myself. Then I got a phone call......The ex


I started not to answer because of the bogus phone calls that have been made earlier in the week( being nosy yet not at the same time calls lol) but I did and she asked me what I was doing yada yada yada, and we ended up deciding on this Mexican place that she likes to go to. So the car ride there I'm like ok Aaron stay cool it's just a meal. Have one drink and try not to do anything stupid. Well we order these huge drinks. I had a bid light in one of those huge mugs and she had a margarita full of tequila. I took a sip and tasted all alcohol lol. Well we ate and talked for a bit and drank and by the time it was time to go she was out of her mind drunk. I hadn't seen her that drunk in a long time. Prolly since we went to B.R Louisiana last December. But I was not having her drive home. So she spent the night. I'll have to admit it felt good to have her in my arms again. I didn't want the night to end even tho she threw up several times. Hell it felt good takin care of her. I knew I missed her but it's the small things that I miss the most. And it hurt just as much as I enjoyed it because I knew that when she woke up the next morning she isn't going to stay with me she is going back to the guy she is seeing now. And I'm ok with it, because I got at least that one last night with her. I'm not going to try to break them up cuz I'm not that kind of guy. She's moved on and I will do the same. But I enjoyed last night.


Then this morning..

Come to find out AB was there gettin ready to record in the studio while my ex and I were leaving. I wasn't concerned about it because AB and I aren't together and we aren't on the path to be. Even tho I felt like I didn't need to, I told AB that I was with my ex the night before and she was like she knew who I was with when I came out the door and that it wasn't a big deal. So I'm thinkin it's cool. Wrong. Well when I get home from being out all day (10:30pm) she still here! I'm like ok whatever I know she is stickin around to talk so I'm just waitin on it. Even tho I feel like there is nothing to really talk about. I already told her what was up so it should have been left at that. WRONG AGAIN. so she comes into the computer room, on the phone mind u, talkin bout Im acting funny cuz my girlfriend was here this morning. Mind u guys, I heard her talkn on the phone earlier sayin, "yeah girl, I came over this morning and saw him walkin out the room wit his ex.." so I'm already slick pissed that she gossiping about something that she don't have any business talkin about. We not together so chill wit that. So back to what I was sayin, she comes at me with all that while she's on the phone wit god knows who, and I told her that I wasn't discussing anything with her while she is on the phone. So she tries to say a few things but I wasn't trying to get into all that so I just stopped talkin. Well 30min she comes in my room to talk and she's acting like she's all mad and I tell her that there is nothing to be mad about. If I saw her out anywhere wit another dude I wouldn't be mad at all. Why? Because we don't have that type of relationship. It's no secret that she has a lot of guy friends so why trip over something that's not worth gettin upset about? Then she tried to say she was upset that I was letting her come back every two weeks tellin her I miss her and taking her out and she doesn't want to see me get hurt. She made another slick comment but I'm too sleepy to think of what she said. Come to think of it she said something to my roommates about my ex to, but I really don't care because I could very easily say some things but I'm not going there. It's no point. But my response to her about me going out with my ex was I was bored and we went out and had fun. That's it. She wants to blow this into something it's not. i understand that she can be upset about it. it is a pretty messed up thing to walk into, but we both have our own things going on. She wanted me to get upset and beg her not to be upset. But I'm not doing that. Never have and never will. She said she "dumped" me as her friend and that's all on her. I'm not trippin about it either. To be honest I'm perfectly fine with it cuz I don't really want or need and extra drama in my life.


A new friend put me onto a blog that I really enjoy reading. I can relate to this guy a lot. Seems like we both have the same problems going on. It's good to see someone going thru some of the same things that u are going thru to help u move forward because it's like if he can do it, so can I. I also talked to my ex best friend today too but I will save that for when I wake up tomorrow.

Peace and love.
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