hey everyone!!! Happy Easter to you all!!
did you guys eat well? i know i did! i'm still stuffed lol i have a few things to discuss tonight so lets get into it shall we.....
after i posted my previous entry, i felt a lot better. my attitude is much improved. in fact the dreams have stopped, but the sleep is still an issue. but i may see a specialist about it. i've tried everything else so i might as well give it a try right??? i started working out last week too. i'm tryin to gain 10 pounds by june. i know what u guys are thinking, but i really have a hard time gaining weight. my 11 yr old cousin weighs more than i do and he eats the same amount of food i eat. lol this week i'm going to GNC to get some protein bars to help me keep the weight on. i've only been workin out for a few days, but i can already see a small improvement in my physique. all i need to work on my is my abs. those are the hardest things to get. no wonder people come out with those lazy ab builders so that they don't have to actually work for them. but i am focused and i am ready to walk around without a shirt on and so i can hit em with the flex while lookin at my watch while i tell someone the time hahahahahahaha jk jk.
this weekend i really didn't do much. i went to a birthday dinner at PF Chang's on friday night and afterward we kinda hung out for a bit and then i went to walmart to purchase some things. saturday night i went to Huey's to watch my Blue Devils win! one more game and we will become NCAA Champions!! after that i came home and watched a movie. i wanted to go see clash of the titans and the tyler perry movie, but i knew that the theaters where going to be too crowded, so i will go Wednesday afternoon after class.
my ex came by my job friday night. we talked for a few. it was cool. it was kinda weird seein her after havin all the dreams i had about her. we also talked later on that night when i got off. i enjoyed the convo we had.i'll admit i probably enjoyed it a little more than i should, but again, like i said last week, she and i always have good conversations. i had a few concerns about it though, BUT after thinking on it and talking to the big homie and another friend about it, i came to the conclusion that what i was bothered with was really nothing. i already felt that i was thinking too much on it, but i just wanted to discuss it with them to make sure that i wasn't crazy. sometimes its good to just think and listen before you actually do something. i find myself thinking more rather than reacting as of late. i really feel myself growing with each day that passes and i feel closer to the day that i meet someone that's going to fill that void i'm missing. but for now, i'm 100% comfortable in the shoes that i'm in.
thats all i have for now. hope you all have a great day! i was watching notorious while i wrote this and this song was in the movie and i immediately remembered when this song came out when i was a kid. had no idea it was about biggie back then. do u remember?? lol
PEACE&LOVE
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