hey guys.....



i'm wide awake tonight because i'm really nervous about my interview tomorrow. i really want this job. i want it because it could potentially be the boost i need to get myself going and progressing to the next level. the way i feel about things is that i can only go up from here and thats what i intend to do....

tonight i made a phone and i think that it was the best thing that i could have done for my current relationship woes. it was brought to my attention that by forcing something would be tryint to do things the aaron way and not the right way. and i......feel.....i feel like the right decision was made. i really do have to do things differently. its really starting to sink in for me. the words have to stop being said and they have to start doing. (by they i mean me) so i'm feeling ok. its day 2 and am making the right moves.

thats all i have for now, hopefully the next time you all here from me, i will have a new job!

peace&love