today..............
today had so much promise and positivity going until i found out something(s) that i already assumed, but was finally confirmed. you know how someone says something about how they feel about you, but you know its bs and then when you find out that it was bs all along you just get so mad that you can hardly see straight? i have to admit. i was heated. i was to the point where i wanted to cry. not boohoo cry, but eye watery mad. i think that this another installment to the ever going saga called my life........guys i'm sorry but i don't think i'm going to discuss this one. i just deleted my ENTIRE entry. i'm not depressed or anything i just don't want to talk about it right now. after a long talk this evening with the big homie, i know what i MUST do. so instead of writing this long post, i will save it for the person that its directed to and one day soon they will receive it. not better yet, they will get a phone call. i actually feel a little better now but the monkey is still on my back, but its not a gorilla.
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